Showing posts with label questions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label questions. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

heavy as water


Why do we fight each other?
Why do we struggle to be what we never knew we were supposed to be in the first place?
Why do we point and accuse others?
Why do we turn on three of the brightest lanterns and drown out the stars in the desert night?
Why do we miss a place that will be dilapidated and full of dust in just a few decades?
Why do we dismiss the feeling in our center (soul, spirit, heart, whichever) that tells us that we are not trying hard enough?
Why do we support genocide?
Why do we wash our clothes over and over and over again and forget to, just as consciously, wash our minds?
Why do we listen to a song that has lyrics that resonate with us and yet we do not sing along?
Why do we have hands that will bind up the wounds of one man and, with those same hands, steadies a gun and pulls the trigger, which sends a hollow-point bullet through the air and into the skull of another man?
Why do we fight?
Why do we wage wars that birth orphans and kill widows?
Why do we forget who we were called to be?
Why do we ask questions to which we do not have answers?

Monday, October 11, 2010

Coming back Autumn

Hot tea in my center.
Frigid air surrounds me like my thoughts;
Also cold. And changing.
Don't be silly. I'm happy with who I am.
My body could use a tune-up; without a doubt.
But I never doubted myself for a millisecond.

There are, however, long spells of wondering,
which make me wonder further.
How am I to live as I am meant to live?
Where is home, anyway?
Why is my jalepeƱo plant wilting?
Does he even bother to read these free insights into my thoughts?
Who cares? No--really--who cares?

Slow down.
I said that to myself as I drove up to Cuyamaca.
You never know what is around the corner.
I said that to myself just now;
I'm sitting here, at my desk, yet I'm still
moving forward.